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Monday, May 09, 2005

Mon, 09 May 2005 02:24:56 GMT

i'm a loser....i just lost....somebody hacked me....better live with it....:)

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Tue, 04 May 2004 07:24:57 GMT

i have a new blogsite. click ----------------- here

Monday, May 03, 2004

Mon, 03 May 2004 07:28:26 GMT

i'm not a kid anymore.

Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 06:35:43 GMT

that day ended.

and i was broken by you...

shoot. the worlds ultimate balance. one moment you're happy..

the next...

you're weeping like crazy. fuck it.

You will be doing anything
For the one you love...
Except love them again.
---FAITHFUL

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 14:42:24 GMT

Mark today, April 29, 2004, as one of my unforgettable days. It started with flying colors and I intend to keep it that way. Shit. If I went to the casino last night, I might have won heaps of money. Call me happy go lucky, but what matters most is that, I’M HAPPY.

Some time at around twelve o’clock last night, I went to blitz to play counterstrike. He was there. I was seated a few inches away from him. Haaay puta.. nakasuntok ako sa buwan. How do I find that moment? With pleasure.

Then he started conversing with me… mama said, and I quote, “the best things in life are free” darn that cliché. Only a few utterances from him… made my day. (All I need is a glimpse of him...). Oh lord was I happy.

Just when things are getting better.. He gave me a ride home. *sigh* ha-ha… and you know what? I haven’t slept since that moment.

Happiness? Priceless.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 16:02:56 GMT

summer is almost over. yeah. i hate heat. i hate the sun. and the fact that i haven't done anthing good this summer... besides bumming around like a lazy dog.. playing counter strike everyday... god forbid me .. shoot me now.

she was crying last night. and it hurts me that i cant do anything to make her feel better. i hate it when people try to turn tables. HE IS BEING UNFAIR. TO HER. and i hate it. i hate it when people i love most weep for love. love hurts. yeah... all is not fair in love in the world. that's a given fact. felt that before. oh well.. that is love.

if only tears could make something credible about the situation.. if only tears are the solution to all problems... we will all live in a happy world. yet... that's only if.. right?

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 16:48:44 GMT

he's not HERE. darn it.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 11:12:23 GMT

it's friggin HOT HOT HOT the whole day. i went to ob to finish my UNFINISHED BUSINESS in the guidance office. why do they even test our personality? do they really expect students to answer it HONESTLY? *laughs out loud*

after i wandered around my alma mater... (walking with a size of a five peso coin blister on my right foot)..*im exagerating* i went to ust. talk about rudeness... i went to the pre-com office to submit my card. the guy went "MISS WHAT'S YOUR BUSINESS HERE?". i told him i went there to render my card so i can finally enrol. he said, "OKAY, YOU CAN LEAVE NOW". he didnt even shake my hand. do they teach proper decorum in college? oh.. yeah.. maybe he was brought up that way. sus. ina nya.

*hahaha... i shouldve pulled the trigger (BANG!) ... "dickhead"

eng and phen fetched me there. it took them forever to get to where i'm standing.... anyway, we watched PAYCHEK. cool movie. superb. hands down ben. that was from my so called "heart?".

Saturday, April 24, 2004

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 06:19:36 GMT

woke up this morning and cleaned my room. hahaha. 3 of our maids climbed the huge wall of cruz' familya. they can't endure my grandmother anymore. they despise her as much as i do. i cant blame them. bilib ren ako... mejo mataas ata yung pader namin. may fence pa ah.

karen said: ate, spider women ata mga un ah. taas nito ah (pints to our wall)
moi: hahah... oo nga eh. stig.

i texted them right away:

hoy mga bruha. may nga pulis dito. ingat. takbohin nyo na!! hahaha.

i hope i never leave their thoughts. for i will carry them in mine. napamahal narin sakin yung mga yun. ibang klase.

when the time comes, i will do the same thing. that's if... hindi nila ako payagan magpakasal. tangina. mag eelope ako.

Friday, April 23, 2004

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 06:08:23 GMT

yes. yeah. exactly. right. oo. tama. sige..

i am unworthy of your love. i couldnt find it in my pocket. soon i will. i know i will. and when i do...

i'll be worth loving.

but now, i have to agree with you.

yes. yeah. exactly. right. oo. tama. sige.

i'm unworthy of your love..

actually... i am worthless..

of all the sweetest things in this world.

that includes you.

the sunsets for me.